Aaah I haven´t posted much today :( Or yesterday, I´ve just been liking and reblogging stuff basically.

I did go to the hospital the other day, but as expected, I´m okay. They just gave me a happy pill and I went home.

I had a terrible panic attack again this morning,  right when I was supposed to go have lunch at my grandparent´s. I haaaaaaaaate this :( I was dizzy, thinking I was gonna faint anytime, couldn´t breath, my neck & head were killing me… the usual. But every fucking time I think, “what if this time is the one when something really happens to me”

So anyway, I got myself another happy pill and I´m feeling much better now. So must be anxiety after all right?

I THINK MY DAD´S GETTING ME A BUNNY OMGOMGOMGOGMOGM. Well, maybe. I hope he does.

I  miss my dog so much U______U I´m not thinking of this as a replacement for her, cause there will never be another one like her. But it´s just that my house feels so empty right now without her, and I think a little bunny would really cheer me up. Though if I could have her back this moment I´d do anything. I know she was old and I guess it was her time, but I still can´t believe she´s gone :(